November ❤️

(November)

Thank you for Great life lessons

Ternyata masuk rumah sakit gara-gara kurang darah merah itu serem juga ya, iya tanggal 12november2021 yang tadinya aku cuma nemenin mitmut (adik sepupu aku) untuk kerumah sakit periksa kesehatan,iseng-iseng si aku cek darah ambil darah dan periksa karena badan aku ngerasa enggak enak, ambil darah ditemenin mitmut bahkan dipegangin tangan ku kata mitmut (it's oke mbak eby santaaaay) me: gue udah santaaaay tapi takut jarum suntik 

(mitmut :ada aku mbak eby :) )  me: okeeeey baik dan karena satu dan lain hal,gue suruh dokter untuk cek all about this body yang takutnya kena My urinary tract and Hb are low,

darah putih ku jauh lebih banyak dari pada darah merah (fix rasanya gue lemes banget ya kok tadi it's happy karena udah vaksin harusnya 18november vaksin jadi gagal) kok jadi gini:"( jujur saat itu marah sama tubuh sendiri,like why should you ignore your own body, why should you always be like that, don't love yourself, tapi thank you for hand holding hand gue iya,lagi lagi mitmut it's mbak eby:") 

( me: mitmut adalah sepupu gue yang paling ada dititik terberat di hidup gue dari 2019 hingga 2021

 The best my cousin who has the energy to support me) dan iya akhirnya dirawat, ngerasain 

Jumat jam 11malam itu di infus disuntik 2x suntikan dan keruang rawat Sabtu pagi diambil darah di infus disuntik pula,siang suntik lagi sore menjelang malam suntik lagi, Minggu pagi suntik terakhir yang 

membuat gue makin menghargai waktu dan diri sendiri:") debb love yourself, let's take the injection so it doesn't hurt anymore and in the end, I understand that being healthy is not easy

 November sad iya sehat itu mahal banget, thank you for who has encouraged me to be healthy again for you, someone who knows I'm afraid of injections says it's oke get well soon to be able to go to the mall

Thank you sudah ada di setiap cerita saya❤️

I just want God to take care of you for me so that you and I can be together continuously with all the changing stories, I want you to be nothing else

I hope God will take care of you for me, thank you for being there, stay here, the people I love who I don't need to name, just mention it through prayer